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I have shunned away from the blogging circle for a while. Not that I have totally disappeared and have isolated myself from the blogging public, perhaps it will just be more apt to say that I have chosen to keep some things just to a selected few – yes, the bloggistas.

Warning: this entry may cause nausea to anyone who is very particular with sentence construction and political correctness. Hehe den you’re one of those peeps! Oh and so is aRiane. Makes me think of one of my high school friends – Julie, who happens to be the editor-in-chief of our paper back then, if ever she chance upon my page, she will probably kill me. Man my writing skills went down the drain.

So where have I really been for the past months? Well, there hasn’t been any addition to my routine it’s just that I sort of didn’t feel like blogging lately. I guess kicked in again. What I mean is my tendency to dislike something that has all of sudden becomes an “in” thing. I mentioned previously that I don’t like conforming. Really! I normally would go for something that not a lot of people are into. When I started blogging, very few are into it. Now, everyone seems to have a blog thru friendster and thru Y!360. Which reminds me, I need to change blog soon! why? I like the anonymity and now, well... well... i kinda have to get my mouth shut.

on the side, i thought i'll be extremely happy when this happens or it is actually happening. now, im not sure. someone told me it could be a classic case of cold feet and i hope that's just it. i hope she's right, otherwise i would hate myself forever for ignoring whatever it is that im feeling right now that tells me there is another way. im sorry, i know most of you do not understand what i am talking about and i have to say sorry again to you guys as i do not like to elaborate on that. as i have mentioned too many people are snooping on my blog (hehe its a sign im getting popular) even people who are gutsy enough to leave nasty messages but are a bunch of cowards hiding behind pseudonames!

well, i have my new blog set up. it'll just be a matter of time before i move to that new home. the lucky ones will be invited. hehe