i'm running late for sleep. duh! doesn't sound right huh?! well, my shift just ended and i had to do a 30 minute overtime for the report that i am assigned to do. and then i went up here at the 20/f longue to meet up with babe. then of course i was already on my way out when i checked the longue and there's no one using the pc so i might as well take the opportunity to blog. i do have another browser open coz i'm checking my mails at yahoo, then i happen to read this quite nice forwarded message from malou's sis - ate marife. any way hope someone considers me to belong to the good apples.... read on.....

Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree.

The men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of
falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the
grounds that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, THEY'RE amazing!

They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

that's all for now....gotta go home and sleep!

here's one more....before i log in....



What's YOUR Writing Style?


You are a descriptive writer. An avid reader of
Robert Frost, perhaps, you LOVE to use flowery
words and use the paper and pen as your canvas
and paintbrush. You prefer to paint a mental
image rather than simply toy around with
people's minds. A very inspired person, you
love to be in nature and usually are a very
outdoorsy type of person. A writer with a
natural green thumb, perhaps?

heres just a bit of a quiz i took while waiting for my baby to get here. as i've told yah before his shift starts at 5am while mine ends at 4:30am so i gotta wait for him a bit. anywayz...here's the result of the quiz......



What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?


-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.

hmmm...what do i have to say about this???? well kinda true....actually true nga eh. i was hoping to get the perfect score! geez! well i dont have a problem with that, it's darn true anyway, actually the appropriate term for that would be annoyingly true!

here goes another one......



What kind of kiss are you?


You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.

uhmmm....babe what do you have to say about this two???? =)


that's all for now, bed's calling....gotta go home and sleep now. bye!!!

almost 5 more hours before log out. wanna go home, wanna sleep. darn it really do!

hope its weekend already, i'm going to subic with my friends from the office and with mah baby.

im having my one hour break, well it's almost over! just one more minute. but im having the time of my life eating a salisbury steak here at my very own workstation. =)

lots of people on avail! yehey!!!! =) nothing really much to write.

it's saturday night and i'm about to log in in a matter of 40 minutes. bummer!!! well this morning i went to a wedding of a college friend, cherry guevarra. can you believe it time flies! i'm way past the age of attending debuts, now it's weddings.i wonder when my time would come. well, i'm not in a hurry although there are times when i become too insistent when it comes to that matter. we sometimes fight about that coz i get too "makulit" about that. i really dont wanna get married right away it's just that i want to hear him plan about it. coz whenever i ask him about that his answers are mostly vague. =( well so much for that i'm not posting an entry entirely for that matter. as i remember i'm supposed to tell you about the wedding.

well let me tell you first about cherry, she was my classmate way back precom (1st and 2nd yr college). apparently the ironic thing is that she is not the outgoing type. don't get me wrong, she's not nerdy (hmmm...well), well she doesnt resemble the typical nerdy type, you know with big glasses and heavy books. she's not that type but she rarely goes out on night outs and when you ask her about it, her main reason is --- mag-aaral pa ko eh! and now, she is the first in our college barkada who got married.

the wedding was simple and nice. most of the people who attended were relatives and friends of the bride, mainly becoz the groom is based in the US. and the wedding is not something that was really planned. they just had to push through with it coz cherry is 3 mos pregnant. konti lang ung guests not really a grand wedding, perhaps due to the fact din na short nga sa time. me, i really dont want my wedding to be a circus but i just want all the people i care about to be there. shempre minsan lang ako ikakasal, it should be really memorable. hay, why do i keep on retracting to that path. hmmm....remind me not to do that again!

it's really therapeutic when you touchbase with friends, but then again it also reminds you of the fact that you are not getting any younger. =)

sooner we're going to plan naman a swimming or outing for us. well hope it pushes through, i badly need to go out and take a time off. too much work is already burning me out. not only that, i already need to think about what i really wanted to do with my life. gotta have some goal setting to do. tough job huh?! well you bet!

good thing im in the mood to blog today. i have to admit nothing beats journalizing the old way, it feels so good to slide my pen on my journal's smooth pages. well, thanks for taking time to hear me out. gotta pull up my applications now. gotta log in in less than 10 mins. =)

only a few more minutes and it's log in time again. went here early to meet babe. anyway, its a good thing i was able to sleep well. as soon as i got home, i hurriedly changed into my sleep wear and viola, i made communion with my bed again. =P hmm...don't think kinky thoughts but well, i know it sounds like an inuendo. i was able to complete my sleep.

around 3:30pm babe texted me saying he'll meet me here to wait for me here that's why i went here early.

yo bloggy, i'm really not feeling well!!! yet im here at the office. well kailangan magtrabaho coz of the bills. and now yen and rey are asking me and coocoo to share an apartment unit with them. geez kaya kaya namin to think na dami naming gastos, tapos kukuha pa ko ng credit card! oh well we'll have to see.

yesterday, after helping out in the decorations for the dress up your workstation contest, i kinda hang around to check mails and to blog. i also took the liberty of editing my baby's blog may mga wrong spelling kasi eh. =) o well, after that i left here mga 9:30am na. then i suddenly thought of watching a movie - what a girl wants. so i went to sm north and watched a movie. 11am nagstart ung movie, then afterwards bigla lang akong tinopak, i decided to call up babe, since its already 1pm, i asked him if i could treat him for a movie, wala lang kasi i've been nasty to him. remember i told you that we almost got into a fight again? un yon actually inaatake na naman ako ng pagkabugnot. so i asked him to go to sm after his shift (2pm) and i'll treat him for a movie, possibly the movie - core.

while i was waiting for him, i went to sm annex, went to worlds of fun haha! at nag videoke ko! hoy di naman ung public noh! ung merong room, mahal kasi sa encore eh, P400 wantosawa kaya hanngang 5pm minimum 3 peeps. josme di kaya ng bulsa ko noh! so dun ako sa worlds of fun, P6/song. at may free pa na doritos! =) cool di ba! hehehe at buti na lang may 2 batang babae na nakisali sa kin, actually mga regular daw sila dun dahil empleyado ng sm ang mga nanay nila. un sinamahan nila ko while i was waiting for babe. grabe mas magaling pa sa kin ung mga bata!

after that i went to starbucks to meet with babe, then we went to watch a movie. the movie was nice, although very "techy". i like what a girl wants better, well of course! it's like the movie "princess diaries". well anyway back to my kwento. so the movie was good, and babe said he wished i'll be like that all the time, not grumpy and smiling all the time. well, i sure do hope so too.

then we had dinner at kenny. then we went home na. it's still my off eh, so i asked if he could sleep over. oks naman. we just have to wake up really early coz his shift is 5am-2pm.

hope i'll have a good week.

hi there im sooo exhausted!!! to the max!! imagine for the past week, on the average i only sleep for about 5 hours. good luck di ba?! o well and now im here at the office since 4:30am, coz i need to help out in the decoration for the dress up your workstation contest.

yesterday, i went home to daddy's place. i just slept for a couple of hours then in the afternoon babe picked me up and we went to sm edsa. we almost had a fight again. we actually didnt do anything. we just ate at a new resto. it was nice, not a lot of people and the food is nice. well funny thing is we didnt even bothered to check the name of the place. hehehehe =P

i bought myself a pair of shades for the outing next week. oh i havent told you we're going to coco beach at batangas on may 3&4. babe is coming with us! =) yehey!!! finally we're going out of town for the summer. well back to my story, we also went to heavenly stitching moment, it's a hobbyist's haven. grabe when i retire i wanna put up a store like that. bought some threads for my latchhook piece which is long overdue.

i think i gotta go now. need to sleep again! and that reminds me i need to do some of the laundry. ciao!!!

i'm taking my one hour break now. i actually wanted to blog earlier but i don't want to do it while i'm taking in calls, you know don't wanna be marked down for that, or worse get a cite form for that. aside from that i don't want to have multiple entries in a day.

so what happened today???

*anne - tita susan's daughter already left, mommy had to accompany her at her (anne's) cousins' place in kalookan.
*i hardly slept =( mom's neighbors are depressingly and abominably noisy and inconsiderate!!!
*had my cellphone off since yesterday morning, well i don't have my charger with me, i left it at dad's place.
*called up babe and he's still alone! and he's enjoying it to the fullest!!! =)

so far there's really nothing to say....

^oh yeah there is!!! it's my off later this evening!!!! and tomorrow evening as well!!!! yehey!!! =)^

hi bloggy! just changed my blog's name kasi wala lang basta! =) my shift starts at 9 today. well gotta go!!!

i just finished my one hour break. i just slept, didn't even drink a glass of water. i'm sooo sooo sleepy!!! i swear i'm really really looking forward to taking my days off.

again i came early to the office today. got here around 4 again to meet with babe. he had to do overtime to make his self-evaluation report for his regularization. i mostly surfed the internet then afterwards, we went to whistlestop to eat dinner. we went there with one of his team mates - mitch. i had spaghetti with meatsauce while babe had a cheeseburger supreme - they call it whistlestopper. after that i went back to the office while babe hailed a cab.

oh by the way! i haven't told you what happened yesterday morning! told you about the outage right? well the worse part of that is that when it was time for us to go home already, we had to take the stairs in going down all the way from the 19th floor to the ground floor. imagine if you had to go down alone. actually that won't be a problem, if only the lights are on!!! good thing my teammates did not leave me behind. when we we're finally down all of us have shaky knees and aching legs. whew!!!

how i wish i'm in a cozy hotel room somewhere where there's a beach.....

hey bloggy! ' know what? gulo here sa office!!! earlier nagdown ung system, as in lahat! not only for our program but for all programs!!! as in!!! i could only imagine if my baby is here...the matrix people are not doing anything! as in petiks time, that's mainly becoz they are getting troubleshooting calls and if they our own system is down then how in the world will they be able to troubleshoot their customers' system???

we had free food and there are some give aways, that's mainly becoz there's an outage. actually pinaganda lang nila, kasi ngayon walang electricity dito sa office so we're depending on the generators and we only have electric fans. worse is the fact that the vertical lifts will be activated by 6am, eh 4:30am log out na kami! so good luck di ba, we're gonna go down all the way from the 20th floor to the ground floor!!! grrrr.....

oh by the way, after babe set up his blog, we went to starbucks beside i-bank. we just had coffee coz i badly need that! i really feel sentimental that time, it feels so good to walk in the road with really very few motorists, with the sky showing a dramatic parade of colors. we just sat outside of starbucks that way he can smoke after we finished our coffee and desserts. i had a strawberry belgian waffle and he had one slice of chocolate cake. we didn't talk much, mostly silent. but it speaks more of what i wanted to tell him at that time. he took a picture of me using his cellphone while i was sipping my coffee. then after hanging out there, he walked me back to the office. it's just so marvelous to be holding his hand, walking in an almost deserted road with the early evening sky above us, and the stars looking down at us.

i bid him goodbye when it came time for me to go up the office. but i waited for him to get a cab. there's actually a lot of things i wanted to tell him but can't do. i guess that's mostly becoz i can't find the words for what i feel. when we were at starbucks, i had to keep myself from looking at him, coz i fear that if i do, i'd won't be able to hold back my tears. i held his hand and thought about all the things about him that i'd terribly miss should i decide to leave for another country. i can't imagine myself spending my life with someone else, and the thought that there could be someone else out there for me is something i find totally repulsive!

hey you must be wondering bakit dito na ko sa office. well you're not mistaken. wala lang di na kasi ko makatulog nung nagising ako eh. tapos nanood na lang ako ng tv, well an old sharon movie, then had lunch. eh tapos labas na din naman ni babe ng 3pm so naisipan ko na ding pumasok ng maaga just so i'd reciprocate the favor. =) lagi kasi syang naghihintay for me eh. so why don't i come early this time, di ba? nag cab na nga ako eh, hehehe =P malakas loob palibhasa alam kong sobrang luwag ng mga kalsada ngayon eh.

any other news? wala naman, except for the fact that we have a contest tonight for the whole program. the beach wear attire and the "dress up your workstation" thing. oh well dami nga nagrereklamo kasi short noticed. medyo nga, anyways sana magawan namin ng paraan para naman manalo kami. sayang din un noh! ang prize kasi additional P150/head sa team g.a. fund for the month. nagpost shift nga kami kanina for that eh, josme wala man lang kaming narating, inasar lang namin to the max si tristan, sabi namin gagawin namin sya'ng shokoy! =P buti na lang di pikon si twees.

babe is right here beside me, reading his mails. =) at naiingit ang bata batuta! gumawa din ng sarili nyang blog! =) well ayan kasalukuyan nyang tina-type ang kanyang first entry, at may trivia pa about himself. medyo touched nga moi eh kasi kinuwento pa nya ang lovestory namin. nung una kasi nung nililigawan pa lang nya ko medyo na-inspire syang magjournal dahil sa kin. eh lipas na ata! hehehe di naman tinamad lang ng tuluyan! ayun naiwang nakatiwangwang ang journal. kaya tinago ko na lang, upang magsilbing alaala nung mga unang araw na sya ay nabighani sa aking alindog! as if meron eh! oh well sige, just check out his site:

http://master_genki.blogspot.com

it's only now that i got to blog kasi katabi ko supervisor ko eh. di ba sobrang abuso naman ako kung magblog entry pa ko ng katabi ko lang TL ko! anyways kwento ko lang what happened to me today:

we went to megamall before i went to work, kami as in sila mommy, si tita jean and anne (anak ni tita susan). dapat sana rockwell - power plant kaya lang di ko pala dala ung granton card ko eh dun ko sana sila papakainin sa may "hot cafe". eh since naiwan ko nga sya sa sangandaan, sa megamall na lang kami pumunta. i suggested magvideoke kami, tagal ko na kasi di nagpa-practice. di pa ko nakapag lesson last week. pag nagkataon siguro sa sunday na lang. teka balik na tayo dun sa lakad namin.... so un nga di namin makita ung videoke so kumain na lang kami, besides male-late pa ko pag nagvideoke kame noh! eh ano'ng oras na un, almost 6 na eh 7:30 nga ang pasok ko. so ayun bumagsak kami sa kfc. bago ko pumasok naholdap pa ko ni mommy bibili daw sya ng t-shirt actually polo shirt ayun nakatay pa ung P400 ko.

buti naman dumating ako dito 30 mins before the time, kala ko talaga male-late ako dahil sa bukod sa mahirap maghanap ng cab, pucha sobrang traffic pa. nagtext na nga ko kay tl gae eh, pero josme buti na lang talaga di ko na-late.

hey, did you see that message over there? o di ba nagmessage ang aking dear cuzin! hay miss ko na lukaret na yan! dati nung maliit pa kami we really used to fight a lot, as in a lot! bully kasi ko nun eh, tapos tung isa naman mahilig mambuska, yan tuloy ang labas rayot lagi! at syempre ako lagi napapagalitan dahil lagi kong najojombag si carmelita. i really thought back then that we will never click, sometimes what happens is the exact opposite of what you think....hmmmm....well i have some things in mind, but i guess that's just for me to keep.

haaayyy....buti na lang i have work this maundy thursday and good friday naku po kundi, mabuburo ako!!! wala na namang mapapanood at walang mga mall na bukas!!! hay ayan naalala ko na naman sina carmi. =( i remember quite a few summers ago, hmmm....if im not mistaken that was back in summer of 2000, yup! that's when we spent the holy week, well not actually the holy week but just maundy thursday and good friday at Hotel Intercontinental. Everything is closed and Carmi and i went out to buy something at mercury drug, one can actually do push ups on the road! Saya pa namin non, i remember we were supposed to go swimming but when we saw that most of the girls who were then swimming were really flawless and mestizas, we backed out, we just opted to go swimming late in the afternoon. then when we saw that there weren't anyone swimming, bihis to the max kami, syempre si ace, si jhon v, si manuel at akesh! at naka swim wear na kami, take note with matching lifesaver pa si jhon v! mga 6pm na yon eh, pagdating namin dun napahiya kami! josme sarado na pala ang pool by 5:30. hay disappointed kami lahat!!!

then i remember sobrang telebabad pa kami ni babe nun, as in! and imagine dun me sa loob ng restroom nagtetelebabad in the wee hours of the morning! just so i'd hear his voice. =) well, those were the days when i already have feelings for him, obviously, but still i refused to admit it to everyone, in fact, even to myself.

well before i recall every summer i had. let me bid you goodbye coz i still need to go back to work, it's actually my one hour break. i'm sorry there isn't anything noteworthy or special that i could leave you right now. but i promise to have one for tomorrow. byerssss!!!

hay naku eto at addict pa din akong magblog....kahit na naka auto in! good luck di ba bahala nang mahuli at ma cite form! josme lang di bah?! o eto para lang may ibang malagay. i checked what my name means at josme sooo true ang mga meaning, well ung iba lang naman. here it goes:

The name of Erlyn creates a very versatile and creative nature. You are quick-minded and have the freedom of expression to mix easily with people. Because your feelings and desires are so changeable, you are never satisfied with conditions as they are. You have many ideas, plans, and ambitions, but too often they are for an easy way out of a difficulty or an easy way of making money. You seek change in order to have the opportunity for travel, new experiences, and new friends and associates. You find it difficult to systematize your efforts and to fulfil your obligations and plans as you are not inclined to apply yourself consistently to a job to reach your goals. Although you appear positive, you inwardly lack self-confidence and will-power. This name has caused you to feel unsettled emotionally and mentally, being too easily influenced through your emotional nature and by other people. The name makes it difficult for you to view life realistically, to be honest with yourself and with others. Instead, you live in your desires, longing for conditions and people to be as you would like them to be. Health weakness centres in the fluid functions: the kidneys, bladder, or bloodstream. Tension could also cause you to suffer with female problems.

haaaayyyy!!!! so true ung sa mga self-confidence part. si coocoo nga naiinis eh dahil pag sya nagpe-praise sa kin di ko naniniwala eh. well just in case you want to check your name's meaning click on the link below:

http://www.kabalarians.com

teka matingnan nga name ng baby ko para malagay ko din dito. wait lang ha....

Coocoo

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As Coocoo, you have a natural interest in the welfare of your fellow man, and a desire to help and serve others in a humanitarian way. You are responsible and generous, although somewhat scattering and disorganized at times. Any jobs requiring systematic and conscientious effort, or involving any form of drudgery, dismay you. In your work, you would seek a position offering self-expression through contact with people, such as sales or teaching, or a position giving scope to your creative, artistic talents. You are good-natured and likeable, and people tend to confide in you and seek your advice in personal problems. Others sense your sincere interest and desire to help, and you can always be counted on to see the bright side of any problem. You enjoy making others happy and you never let your own problems "get you down" for any length of time, even though you do tend to worry too much at times. Your optimism can be a source of inspiration to others as well as yourself. In close personal relationships you are usually thoughtful and considerate. However, your natural interest in others, coupled with your sympathetic reaction to problems, could draw you into emotional situations which may be difficult to get out of. Health weakness would appear as skin conditions or ailments relative to the liver. A tendency to overeat quick-energy foods aggravates any health problems.

babe, nabasa mo ba? =) hehehe

i just called him up to wake him. papasok na kasi sya eh. sana wag naman humiga ulit di ba para naman di sya ma-late, minsan kasi buzzer beater ang baby ko eh.... hay naku lang feeling ko dapat blog naming dalawa to eh puro tungkol sa min laman eh...=) hay sana mapaganda ko pa sya lalo. sige maya ulit bago ko alis.... overtime ako ulit para matapos ko na ung pinapatapos ni drich - training teammate ni babe na kasama ko sa program. at tsaka para mas malaki na din ang aking sahurin at balak naming maglakwatsa to the max this summer. kailangan ng datung!!!!

i'm soooo freaking happy bloggy....naayos ko din ang tag board, imagine! ako naman ay simpleng tao lamang at inaamin kong bobski ako sa mga computer stuffs chuchu pero naayos ko pa din sya...hehehe trial and error lang! so imaginin mo kung gano ko katagal inisip yan noh! waaahhhh ang saya!!!

hi there! my shift just started....i wasnt able to blog last night because i was off. i went home to my mom's place. they have someone staying with them right now, anak ng kaibigan nya. the girl is several year's younger than me and her mom is in australia where she was able to get married to a foreigner. well the girl is currently staying there because she got pregnant and her mom asked mom to have the girl stay there, and actually have the kid aborted. dont get me wrong! my mom is not an abortionist, she asked the help of her other friend - tita violy, to find a manghihilot. anyways un lang i just want to tell you why there's someone staying there.

i wasnt able to sleep at all during the day, i woke up past 6am, then after that wala na di na ko nakatulog. i asked baby to meet me at megamall. kaya lang nalate ako, dumating ako dun mga 5 na so medyo bitin. well at least he was able to buy something - shorts. gagamitin nya daw sa outing namin sa jefferson. and speaking of my training team - yahoohoo!!! regularized na kami!!! grabe sobrang record breaking - lam mo ba of all work ko dito lang me naregularize! sobrang sawain ko kasi eh! anyways, back to our lakad kanina, un nga medyo muntik na naman kaming mag-away ni baby. kasi 5 na ko dumating tapos 7:30 pala pasok ko. eh pagdating ko nilecture-an nya ko. well anyways, let's not dwell on that, naayos naman namin eh.

dumating kami dito sa libis ng mga several minutes before 7, we had dinner at hotshots. then hinatid pa nya talaga ko dito sa taas. late na tuloy nakauwi baby ko, kawawa naman baby ko. tapos 5am pa pasok nya later. well he just texted me now. this is what he said in the text message:

"the king has arrived at his palace, but ALAS! He misses his queen. He will go to dreamland, hoping to meet her there...=)"

ang sweet di ba? grabe super nakakakilig, actually its more of very touching. =) hope di na kami lagi mag-away. minsan kasi naiisip ko baka its God's way of telling us that we're not meant for each other. pero hindi eh, hindi dapat! hindi ko pa naiisip na may iba para sa kin eh. grabe sobrang mahal na mahal ko tong taong to noh!

i still have a lot of things to do! hay sana mag off na ko ulit! sana sunday na! oh well try ko nga tanong kay tris kung pwede sya magswap ng off for saturday para naman maka sleep baby ko sa min. kasi kung sunday night pa ko off di na kami makakaspend ng quality time with my baby, kasi kung sunday me sleep sa kanila monday morning may pasok na sya. sige maya na lang ulit dear.

hi there, still 4 and 1/2 hours before log-out, which reminds me that i wont be able to go home yet coz i still need to render overtime that way i could finish the error track. hmmm....i'm soooo stressed out! =( i need to have a break.... i'm looking forward to the outing our training team will have, that would be in Batangas. good thing baby will be joining me, wish ko lang di sya ma out of place kasi si yen di pupunta nasasayangan sa money uwi na lang daw syang bukidnon to visit her kid, now si rey naman di sasama coz he is going to israel to meet his boyfriend there, that's going to be his bf's treat for him for his birthday, well anyway, dyan naman sila maite eh and kasundo naman nya sila ron at sila jun eh, sana lang wag na sumama si kupal Ge! oks na to the max un pag walang mga super kupal, enjoy na kami ng baby ko nun.

i wonder what we're going to do for our 3rd anniversary? hmmm..... o well sana naman its going to be heartwarming for both of us, well that's actually not the right term, what i actually mean to say is that i want it to be really special for both of us, for us to be able to bond with each other. sana we could go to punta fuego, i checked it out in the web eh super ganda!!! kaya lang maganda din ata ang presyo~ngeks asa pa ko, malamang di ba?!

hi there, it's a Sunday evening and yes i'm working here at the office... =( well at least i'm off for tomorrow. wala pa ding internet sa longue kakainis tuloy di pa din ako makapag upload ng mga kung anu-anong mapagkakatuwaan dito sa aking bagong panganak na blog.

this morning alam mo ba na muntik ko pang mawala ang wallet ko. nung pauwi na kami ni yen, since nagmamadali na kami pumunta sa mcdo, di na kami dito nag restroom, dami kasing mga tao eh, dun na kami nag restroom sa 2/f. and just you know what? when we got to mcdo, goodness gracious!!! i was about to order but when i checked my bag josme! wala ang wallet ko! buti na lang di pa ko umo-order!!! balik kami ni yen, lakas talaga ng kutob ko na di ko dito sa office namin naiwan kundi sa 2/f. buti na lang wala pang pumapasok dun sa restroom, from time to time kasi may mga guards na nagche-check eh. then yen and i went na lang to cubao since ayaw na namin both na maglakad na naman all the way to mcdo here, layo kasi! dun din kami sa mcdo bumagsak. we had breakfast kwentuhan galore, miss ko na nga yun eh, she's like my bestfriend in our training team. then we talked about going abroad. yen is a single parent eh, so she really needs to work hard coz her kid is growing up na. napag-usapan nga namin dati na we both want to work in a luxury liner cruise ship, kasi one of our co-worker previously worked for a luxury liner. actually maganda kasi di naman sya talaga yung matagal kang naglalayag sa karagatan dahil nga mga cruise lang so mga 10 days lang then balik na naman sa land. tapos syempre wala pang gastos, libre ung food, ung tutuluyan kasi most of the time naman dun naman kami sa barko, tapos tax free pa ung income. gusto ko na talaga umalis....

then dun nga ko umuwi kina babe, we talked about work. i slept but i woke up around 3pm due to excessive heat, summer is really here, undoubtedly! then i asked babe to go upstairs we had a little lovin', then afterwards we had a chat and i told him about the abroad thing. we had a discussion, as in! it was a loooonnng discussion, a really depressing one, but bottom line is we love each other so much but we both have our own lives to live and we both have our own dreams to pursue. now we will just have to live one day at a time.....

i'm blue.....

im starting to get used to this, i've pretty much learned the ropes... o well it's log out time, i'll have breakfast with yen first at mcdonalds and then i'm off to my baby's house, hope i won't get to see babe's mom! geez, i have a whole bunch of stories about her! never mind, need to go now coz there are people who's going to occupy this work station....

looking forward to more entries.... =)

hay naku kakainis naman oh bakit ba tagal tagal namang ma-update nung mga changes na nilalagay ko??? hay kailangan ko talaga patulong sa baby ko. cant wait to see him, you know what? nagvideo message sa kin ang baby ko last night, yup naka log in pa ko here un nga nagsend sya ng video message wala lang sweet lang. pogi pa rin sya kahit na magulo buhok tsaka walang shirt. =P hehehehe

im going home in a few minutes!!! one more work day and im finally gonna be off yahoohoo!!!!

uwi ako sa baby ko!!!

hi naku hanggang ngayon di pa din ako makalagay ng mga emoticons dito. kainis!!!

hi there! its meeh again...this is really a good idea...i just hope i can have my pc at home up and running again ~ which is actually next to impossible, duh! but of course i wont stop writing on my hard bound journals, if we're going to consider posterity purposes then those are what i can really rely on....

i miss mah baby!!!

hay naku lang nawi-windang akesh!!! ano ba eto kasi naman eh dehins ako techy! o well seems like i will really need my baby's help for this...my baby is none other than my other half.... hay dami ko gusto ilagay dito grabe lang excited na ko. kakainis gusto ko mang i customize ung aking blog di pwede dahil bobits nga ko sa mga techy stuffs noh!

eto im here at work on a saturday night!!! hay ganyan talaga kailangang magtrabaho lalo na at daming binabayaran! =( o sha sige maya post ulit ako...hehehe obvious bang excited?

i have always kept a journal since time immemorial....in fact i without counting the diaries i have way back elementary... only the ones i have from high school, i already have 10 journals, the latest was given to me by mah baby! =) I have always wanted to have journals for posterity purposes, and mostly to just scribble my thoughts when there isn't anyone who'd listen, or when i have a deep dark secret. but lately it's becoming more and more difficult to find time to actually sit down and write down all my thoughts, so in my attempt to make journal entries a non-tedious task, i found blogger.com, hope i could make this work...eRLyN